ungrounded at last!!

ahhh. the sweet feeling of freedom :)

i just got ungrounded today. i'm so excited. i'm watching the boys play xbox and listening to the thunder.

french toast for dinner tonight!!! yay!! :)

i gots a new phone ^^ a samsung freeform. it is soooo awesome!!

sixteenth birthday coming up quickly!!! hopefully i'll get some new furnature for my room!! a full bed a new chiffarobe, chest of drawers, shelves on my wall instead of a bookshelf. the theme is a modern/zen.

wonderfulll :)

my life sucks

my life sucks. it absolutely sucks.

i'm losing one of my best friends over stupid roleplay.

i don't really fit in at church. sure there may be an improvement, but still.

i jsut wanna leave it all. just leave. i wish i could just escape. i don't know where i would go, but i would go somewhere. somewhere out of mississippi, away from all the trouble, all the drama.

the new roleplay was a stupid idea. it was too early from the last big arguement, and thats all that comes out of it it seems like. is argueing. we always have a problem with something no matter what. then something really little turns into something huge. its always how it works. maybe we just need to take a break. a long break.

i just need to get away. i just need to.

i'm in trouble i'm an addict

ugh..i'm so sleepyy sleepy sleepy sleepy!!! right now i'm sitting on the couch at the grey's watching secret life of bees, yawning away, laughin at elijah and playin special forces :)

hmm

long day today, long day tommorow.

ahhhh. today was a long day. i'm worn out. i need to sleep for about a day and a half. but i can't. :'( but i can't so oh well. right now i am in the bed with a sweatshirt and warm pants on..and ms. kitty in my lap!! i just got finished watching part one of episode one of the bachelor. jake is hotttttttt. very very very hot. and hes a christian too! he was talkin about his top three priorities and they were in this exact order, god, family and friends.

well anyyways. i can't wait for the weekend!! can't wait can't wait can't wait. sleep inn!!! ohh that'll feel soo good!! lol. maybeeee i can come to church wif da grey's! that would be so much fun!! i wouldn't be able to wear one of my new dresses, but that would be ok! lol. i could wear my new sweater....

hope can read harry potter!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. i read that article about how to get up early..very interesting. so. i think we need to have a movie day, go to the theaters and watch avatar and sherlock holmes!! :) that would be so much fun. or we need to have a movie night and rent a ton of movies and watch em all...and play xbox :)

is anybody else behind in their story for this month? i know i am. lol. i'm just so busy and can't find time to write. well i have time but by the time i get to it, i'm so tired i can hardly thing straight let alone write. lol. bad excuse. well at least i'm going to try to write a short story each week until my birfday!!

i'll need ideas...so ya'll will be my plot bunnies!! lol.

mission trip meeting tommorow. i completely forgot about it. completely... :'(

i need to go to bed. really really bad.
love ya'll!!!
bek

its a rainy wet day!

ahh i love days like this, with our fire going and a blanket, cup of tea, and two amazing books!! emma and the collection of edgar allan poe :) guitar lesson today, joy joy joy. no piano, mrs. sykes is sick :( sad for her, but not for me!! lol. i didn't wanna do piano today anyways.

i have to clean out my dresser today...heehe. if i don't come on the internet, the clothes have attacked me. :P

i got a bunch of books friday night :)

pride and prejudice and zombies
sense and sensibility and sea monsters
the stone of tears
sherlock holmes volumes 1 and 2 (Which is all of them)
edgar allan poe collection
jessica's guide to dating on the dark side

and a pack of moleskin journals :) to replace....*cough* that other journal...now the only thing i need is a planner for this year! :) mom i think is gunna get that one on thursday when she goes to jackson.

my vintage style according to seventeen

original stunner::

you're the type of girl that can make a prom dress out of bubble wrap and everyone envies it! your style is always edgy but its your creativity and flair for the unexpected that makes you truly one of a kind.

new blog...yet again...

ok, i know i've been changing blogs for a while now, but i think i'm going to keep this one for a while, or at least i hope so!!

lol.

this is a new year, and the new year means new changes!! :)